Well I was thinking of just letting my blog die and letting it drift off into the night. But I am bored, so here I am. My sweetie doesnt have internet yet so no chatty, not to mention that earlier in the night I put my foot in my mouth. Now for those who know me, may not find that to be a surprise but I try my best to think before I speak but it doesnt always work out that way. But I am just frustrated with things right now, I miss my Melly more than anything and I hate that I cant be with her right now, and Im really nervious about school. Im retaking FIN300, the class I failed last year, and I am just really worried that I wont be able to cut it. Im going to work my ass off, because I am really afraid of not being able to do it.

I just want it to all be over with, I know and I have been told this is the best time of my life and that I will miss it when I am done, but I really wanna start my life. Gahh... I dont know, but I'm out, Im going to pop in a movie and snuggle up on the couch and enjoy what is left of my last night of summer.