Well its been a stupid crazy time for me as of late. I've had soo much going on and it appears that it will stay this way for sometime. The good news is my exams are done, the bad news is now I have an essay and assignments to do as well as this election. My dad's bid for mayor is something else, I knew it was going to be tonnes but WOW... but at the same time its interesting, Im a political junkie so i think its really cool, and I mean its my dad dream so I wanna help all I can. November 13 if your in Welland vote John M for mayor. LOL.... and November 14 it will all be done and some kind of normalicy will return.

At the same time something very special happened to me yesterday, Oct 20, was a special day. 5 months, me and Melissa, and its wow... Im soooo happy and she means the world to me and I hope she knows that. <3

Well its late, and have have class early tomorrow, but Im just not tired. I got most of my work done, as much of a pain that was... well everything but Finance but thats an endless task. I have a 9am lab for Poli Sci and its going to be boring as always but its one of those classes you cant skip. Stupid attendance.

I took a bath today in Champions League Football,or soccer w/e... I cant believe the number of upsets, unbealievable. But thats okay I flipped what I had left into a few key games of NFL this weekend hoping to break even. And I took solid picks, the Hawks to win, the Jags to win, the Ravens and my 'long shot' was the Saints, even though they are 3 - 0. But my luck the Siants wont show up for the game. Gah, I dunno what Im trying to do, Im never going to win, but Ill just slowly lose and that will be it. LOL... I just need 1000 bucks, haha... anyways.

Well Im going home again this weekend, which is pretty cool cause I get to see my special girl. Man I need that, it just means so much to be able to hold her close to me. I know its a long distance thing and I really dont have a problem with it becuase I care so much about her, but sometimes I just feel a little lonely. And I guess thats natural, I just cant wait to be done school. Ive been in school forever, and I just wanna be done. Ahhh only 1 more year to go though and that is pretty sweet. But this weekend is going to be special I can just feel it. And that makes me soo happy and makes me feel up about everything. She really is special and I am thankful everyday that I can call her my girlfriend.

Well I should go to be going to bed but I really dont want to, I might go have a shower and then see how I feel. So have a good one all.

Well the week has been going by alright I guess. But I really cant wait to set into somekind of normalcy, but I guess that will come with times.

Today was a buzy day, I got my new laptop, which is a Dell and I hate it with a passion. Honestly this fucking this is possessed, the mouse moves by its self, and its random too. Some times I wont be touching anything and the mouse will move from the top of the screen to the bottom and then back again, I ask you what the hell is that??? Stupid computer.

Also today I went out and bought a new toilet seat and shower head, so I installed both of them today as well. And boy was that an adventure, I mean the toilet seat when on easy enough but the shower head kept leaking... god damn mouse.... but I finally got it and its amazing, its one of those rain fall type ones and its sooo awesome... lol

Well that was my day, and tomorrow will be amazing... hehe <3<3<3

Well I was thinking of just letting my blog die and letting it drift off into the night. But I am bored, so here I am. My sweetie doesnt have internet yet so no chatty, not to mention that earlier in the night I put my foot in my mouth. Now for those who know me, may not find that to be a surprise but I try my best to think before I speak but it doesnt always work out that way. But I am just frustrated with things right now, I miss my Melly more than anything and I hate that I cant be with her right now, and Im really nervious about school. Im retaking FIN300, the class I failed last year, and I am just really worried that I wont be able to cut it. Im going to work my ass off, because I am really afraid of not being able to do it.

I just want it to all be over with, I know and I have been told this is the best time of my life and that I will miss it when I am done, but I really wanna start my life. Gahh... I dont know, but I'm out, Im going to pop in a movie and snuggle up on the couch and enjoy what is left of my last night of summer.

New blog... Something happened with my old blog so its time for a new one. I was messing around with it last night and I think that I may have done something I really didnt want to. But thats life, you live and learn. So this is a new and exciting blog from 'The Steve'

On an unrealated note, I love Melissa, lol... and that is all for now